Never Leave the Dogs Behind: A Memoir

A NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER

The author of Nowhere for Very Long continues her story with this deeply honest, moving account of a woman walking the line between independence and isolation when she moves to the Southwest desert with nothing and no one but her four dogs.

In her debut memoir, Nowhere for Very Long, Brianna Madia reflected on her life as a nomad, free to roam some of the most beautiful land in America. Now, in Never Leave the Dogs Behind, the van life adherent faces the unfathomable darkness that comes from a life blown apart, her only solace the support of her dogs.

In the wake of a painful, public divorce and the ensuing fallout, Brianna moves from a pared-down van into a pared-down trailer. She reckons with her decision to be alone in the desert, exploring off-grid living on a nine-acre plot of undeveloped land on the dusty outskirts of a small town in Utah, accompanied only by her four precious dogs: Bucket, Dagwood, Birdie, and Banjo. As she grapples with the anger, despair, and delicious freedom that comes from being wholly on her own, Brianna wonders where, exactly, the road less traveled has led her.

A powerful and poignant portrait of emotional healing, rebuilding, and surviving, Never Leave the Dogs Behind is about finding the courage to start over when the dream life you thought you were living collapses around your feet.

In this unforgettable memoir, her four dogs are her only constants in a world turned upside down.

• Van Life and Its Aftermath: What happens when the dream of nomadic freedom gives way to the harsh reality of a public divorce and starting over in a pared-down trailer in the Utah desert.
• Solo Female Adventure: A deeply personal account of a woman learning to live on her own terms, reckoning with isolation and independence on nine acres of undeveloped land.
• The Human-Animal Bond: Meet Bucket, Dagwood, Birdie, and Banjo--the four loyal dogs who become her sole support system and the reason she finds the courage to keep going.
• Mental Health and Resilience: An honest exploration of grappling with anger, depression, and despair, and discovering the "delicious freedom" that comes from being wholly on your own.