God, Why Does It Feel Like You Do Not Exist: I Am Dawn: A Cry for Meaning in a World That's Breaking

What do you do when God feels silent?

In God, Why Does It Feel Like You Do Not Exist, Sahar Soltani invites readers into a raw and unflinching journey through pain, doubt, and unanswered prayer. This book is not about easy answers it is about honest questions, about wrestling with the darkness until the first light breaks.

Through deeply personal reflections, Sahar explores the problem of suffering, the silence of God, and the relentless ache for meaning in a broken world. Each chapter is written for the ones who have cried, prayed, and nearly given up, yet still long to believe there is purpose behind the pain.

This is a book for seekers, for skeptics, for those who feel unseen and unheard, and for anyone who has ever asked: Where are You, God? It does not shy away from the hard questions, but points to the hope that dawn always comes after the darkest night.