Her Quest For The Holy Grail: A woman's search for personhood

This is personal version of a woman's search for the Holy Grail. Previously in the history of the Holy grail, it has been only men who have been on the search for the Grail, which is really a search for personal development and individuation. What makes historians of the Grail think that women don't want to and in fact, do engage in this search? The process of individuation is difficult, fraught with terrors and demanding courage at every step. But if a man or a woman wants to do something out of the ordinary in this world, especially having to do with the creative process, they must go through this hazardous course or remain impotent and have nothing but unresolved conflicts in their lives for as long as they live. I have lived this and want to encourage women who have dreams to go for it!