Goodness only knows: a personal story of love, loss and hope

This book is the beginning of Tania's story through bereavement, told through her words and poems. It is for you if you are still in those dark days - you are not alone. You'll find opportunities to smile and even in the emptiness, there is hope for better times to come.

For much of her life Tania seemed to have it all - a wonderful family, living faith and a successful professional life. She was ready to step into her next challenge when her husband Guy's terminal cancer diagnosis changed everything.

Tania says: "When I first told people about my book they gently suggested I should wait five to ten years before writing, because they could see the pain was still so raw, but I wanted to write it in the middle of the storm. There are plenty of books that look back over grief, but few that write from the heart of the indescribable loss of a loved one. I hope and pray people who are grieving will read it and know they are not alone.

"It's also for those who are standing alongside the grieving, giving an insight into how best to help. You may be surprised at how some of the smallest acts from others have made such a difference to me, both good and bad."