Forever

"I can't rely on anyone else to chase my dreams."

Jake has always wanted a family. But before he has a baby, he'll need to come off testosterone and fix up his life. His tips as a waiter barely cover LA rent, let alone raising a child. Only one thing's for sure: he wants to do it alone... or as close as possible, anyway.

B-list actor Tristan is tired of the closet. Spending time in his friends' charity-turned-queer family makes it even harder to maintain a double life. But when he runs into Jake, he remembers him from a movie set a few years ago-and this time, he's brave enough to ask for what he wants.

When their perfect night leads to an unexpected pregnancy, both men are sent reeling. Jake always wanted to raise a child alone, but Tristan refuses to be yet another let-down in Jake's life. There's no perfect time to find love, have children, or rearrange their lives. Will they finally take the chance to get everything they've ever wanted?

Forever is the fourth book in the F-Word series, which features queer found families, characters choosing their own labels, a lot of trans joy, opposites attracting, spice for days, and the happily-ever-afters we all deserve. This novel can be read as a standalone.