Tracking Truth: An Alchemical Journey of Learning from Nature

I couldn't shake the feeling that something real was out there. So I went after it.

Leaving what was expected - the sport, the status, and the life I had built - and answering a call to immerse myself in the wilder places of the world.

What I discovered set me on a collision course with truth: out there, within me, and woven into the fabric of life itself. And in meeting it, I learned to find my way.

Tracking Truth is the story of one man's physical and spiritual journey through five elemental worlds - fire, water, earth, air, and ether - each one demanding more than the last.

From a wrestling mat to remote wilderness,

from hitting bottom to rebuilding,

the path unfolds through lived experience.

Some key moments:

• a river that forced an impossible decision
• a cabin built by hand from raw Vermont land
• an unexpected love story that changed everything
• a cave that cracked something open

This isn't just a memoir or a philosophy. It's a record of sustained contact, where ideas are tested against reality, and nature decides what holds.

If you've ever felt the pull toward something more real, this is where the trail begins.